When I started anniversary planning I began having panic attacks, i wasn’t third guessing marrying our fiance.
I knew it was all of the planning that was getting to me, but there was too much to figure out.
Who was invited, where is the arena, what is all the people eating plus how much does this all cost? I couldn’t handle it. I started getting a slim feeling in our chest plus feeling short of breath. When our husband saw our panic attack he stepped in… Both of us agreed that a traditional, large anniversary wouldn’t be good for our health. Instead the more than one of us decided to elope to a weird state. Both of us went to a weird state, said our vows plus had a nice honeymoon. When both of us came back our family greeted us with a small lunch. That was it. It was much nicer to plan. My husband still pushed that I go to a recreational pot store to pick up a few products. I started smoking cannabis flower anytime I planned our large day. When I would need to call about our flowers or cake, I would be a bit high for it. When I was booking hotels for the honeymoon, I would make sure to have cannabis on hand. You don’t like to do something so small however it was worth it. When I was on cannabis, I didn’t have a major freak out, but on the honeymoon there was a recreational marijuana store near me. I ended up trying some edibles on the trip for something new; Now that the planning is over, I am not sure if I will give up cannabis completely.