When I started ceremony planning I began having panic attacks… I wasn’t hour guessing marrying my fiance.
I knew it was all of the planning that was getting to me, however there was too much to figure out, then who was invited, where is the location, what is all the people eating plus how much does this all cost? I couldn’t handle it.
I started getting a slender feeling in my chest plus feeling short of breath. When my partner saw my panic attack he stepped in. We agreed that a traditional, sizable ceremony wouldn’t be fantastic for my health. Instead the two of us decided to elope to a different state. We went to a different state, said our vows plus had a nice honeymoon. When every one of us came back our family greeted us with a small dinner. That was it. It was much nicer to plan. My partner still pushed that I go to a recreational pot store to pick up a few products. I started smoking cannabis flower anytime I planned our sizable day. When I would need to call about our flowers or cake, I would be a bit high for it. When I was booking hotels for the honeymoon, I would make sure to have cannabis on hand, but you hate to do something so small however it was worth it. When I was on cannabis, I didn’t have a major freak out, then on the honeymoon there was a recreational marijuana store near me. I ended up trying some edibles on the trip for something new; Now that the planning is over, I am not sure if I will give up cannabis completely.